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Spast1c Yesterday, 4:55 AM

I thought i replied to this so i do apologies for the late reply. I don't know if I'll get it done soon because my guitar broke while working on it..

Spast1c Nov 19, 11:56 PM

I'll give it a shot later today then :) I'd have to retune my guitar tho...

I'm also gonna make a solo project called Misery I think, I like the name and I already have some song Ideas, I don't know what I'm gonna do about drums and bass but whatever and I don't know how to record vocals in my house... I'll figure something out

I'm inspired by bands like Dystopia, Eyehategod and Electric wizard for this project so I'll figure something out for this

Spast1c Nov 19, 3:20 AM

I think that's out of my skill range looking at the strumming, and I can't read sheet music only tabs..

Spast1c Nov 18, 1:50 AM

I've only really learned three songs
Paranoid by black sabbath (without the solo), Planets collide by crowbar, and Wrath of Time Through Judgement by crowbar. I don't know what to learn next

Spast1c Nov 17, 4:58 AM

I don't really plan to be anything so I guess it doesn't matter. I never really read sheet music I just read tabs more than anything, sheet music is weird to read.

Spast1c Nov 16, 2:28 AM

Just really only practicing songs and such. I've learnt Paranoid by Black Sabbath, Planets Collide by Crowbar, and Wrath of Time Through Judgement
I don't even really know what music theory is

Spast1c Nov 13, 5:58 AM

i guess, It sucks. It sucks how they treat me
I have to teach myself. I've been doing for since about October now consistently and inconsistently since June

Spast1c Nov 10, 3:35 AM

I cannot see that going well in any way, they'd probably just say I'm overreacting or something. I can only see myself either being ridiculed or made fun of if I do that. I dont want that to happen. I think that if I brought anything up they'd just be mad at me for it so I don't think I'd be smart to do so :(

Spast1c Nov 9, 6:13 AM

I don't know, they don't seem to like me, nobody really seems to like me, what point is there in something like that, i don't even know, I don't want to ignore them because they're my friends. But they're hurting me

Spast1c Nov 4, 10:51 PM

I've known some of them for years, some of them for a few months, the drummer was the one who set forward the idea of having a new guitarist and he wouldn't stop going on about how I can't play and how everything I write sucks and whatnot, I've known him since 2023 and I was the one who brought him into the band when the old drummer quit and now look how it's turned out. I'm demotivated from everything in general, that was the only thing I had going for me and now I have nothing, I'm demotivated to play guitar, to write music, to do anything. I don't want to do anything anymore.

Spast1c Nov 4, 6:08 AM

today they made it even worse, they found another guitarist and they just said this is the new "second guitarist' i know full well they're going to replace me and the new drummer said that i shouldn't have started a band if i was so horrible at guitar and they just said they don't care if I want him in the group or not and i tried to get the old members to agree with me and help me out but they all let the new guitarist into the group and now i just don't have any motivation anymore.

Spast1c Nov 2, 11:49 PM

No we don't have another meeting planned, they said not to organise one until "I can actually play my instrument" despite me playing a song infront of them without much issue. I don't even want to make music for them anymore it's really demotivating

Spast1c Nov 2, 5:37 AM

They didn't even play, they just went home after hearing me play despite saying I sounded good on the phone.

Spast1c Nov 2, 12:34 AM

Not great, they said my playing sucked, we got nothing done, and then they went home

Spast1c Nov 1, 7:37 AM

It's good that you also participated in music aswell. The meeting is in 12 hours so I'll let you know how it goes.

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